12-7-11

I am dying! I swear! Not really but it feels like it. We are pregnant. Normally that statement would have an exclamation mark at the end but I am too sick to put it there. Lord willing Baby Guthery will be arriving July 27th. I had my first ultrasound on Monday and they confirmed that the baby is in the uterus and the heart is beating! I am very thankful for this. I am not sure I could handle another miscarriage. I am so sick right now it is ridiculous. I have a nest of towels and blankets on the bathroom floor. I have lost 9lbs in the past three days. Poor Tom went to work without food or breakfast today because I was too busy in the bathroom.

I call this my nest...the layers keep the cold away.

I also have a container of green works wipes handy. My bathroom gets wiped down often now that I am living in there. There is nothing like living on the bathroom floor to make you feel really gross. I am praying that someday soon this goes away. I told Tom last night that this was our last baby. He reminded me that we had already discussed this and that I decided that 4 was the perfect number. I informed him that I had changed my mind since then. He still didn't take me seriously...